Suicidal ....
no not my daughter my mum wuld say
depressed .... dnt be silly
unhappy , upset , feelin a little down
no shes fine ....... she is , shes absolutely fine
the scars theyde set the blood would drip
everytime i cut , i always push a little harder
it always bleeds a little more
and i feel a little bit better
cryin all the time , scratchin pullin my hair out
feelin frustrated and upset and the air seems to be all around except u cant breathe or scream and it bottle up until u just cant take it anymore !!!!!!!!!!
why am i even here ?
people dont need me around !!!!
i just make things harder for them
im ruininh there life
u try to tell people but all those people who are spose to be your friends are\'nt really ! they really couldnt care less
and your mum doesnt really listen just thinks its teen hormones \" stop exageratin \" she\'d say
so i sit in my room y my mum is at wrk and i hold the bathroom scissors in my hand and write a note to my family with the other hand !!!
and i cry
and cry
and cry
and wish ide die
just drop ded right now
or even better diassapear
but it isnt gonna happen so thats wen i do it
and the blood drips and then pors and i scream and cant breath and i kno that even though ive put my self out of misery ive ruined my mums life
cos shes gonna find me !!! and thats a parents worst fear
