Awake at night
Sleep through day,
This is what my life obeys.
I try to fight what I feel,
But everything I do reveals.
All my efforts fade to dust
And yet my pain seems a must;
Though I can't seem find,
For what I linger deep inside.
All my questions, all my thoughts,
And so my answers seem to rot.
I try to gather what I need,
To help me find the light I dream.
Sleep through night,
Awake at day,
Yet now knowing who I am,
Still my life is black as day.
