Heart Broken

At first I couldn't stop crying
and then I felt like dying
How could you do this to me?
I'm probably in the most pain I'll ever be
You said you still wanted to be friends
I'm sorry, but I don't think that'll be how our story ends
You broke my heart and it's going to be hard to move on
Get out of my life, I want you gone

I'm starting to realize I deserve someone better than you
You changed so much and I hate the things you do
Smoking and drinking may seem fun
but they'll only hurt you in the long run
You said you didn't want to hurt me
but how could that be?
I tried making excuses for the way you treated me
but now I clearly see
I held on for too long and it wasn't real
and it'll take time for my heart to heal
I hate you and yet I still love you
but I'm moving on to something new
I'm happy now that time's gone by
and I've realized you're not worth a cry
If anything I believe you're hurt more
because of the fact you let me walk out the door