No more

Why is it that love is never as simple as everyone says and no matter what mistakes you make in the relationship they should forgive you they'll understand......
but i cant seem to find that this is true
because love seems to escape me no matter what i do
i thought i could trust him and at first it was coo
but we gave up on each other before the relationship was through
no matter how many times i forgave him no matter what it is that he do
he always seems to do the same thing he hurts me i always play the fool
there are times he makes me happy and smile
and there are times he makes me sad
there are times when i know he loves me
but yet he treats me so bad
how am i to be faithful to man thats unfaithful to me
i want to believe the things he says
but i know its far from honesty
everytime i think its over wit and done
he do something to make me fall back in love
he got me doing things i never thought i would do
i know i got to leave but my mind is telling my heart to do something it wont do
im done this time i got to make myself believe this is true
this is more than just me saying this
this is something i got to do