So no how u feel so many of my friends have done that to me but three friends hurt me the most they have made me go insaen...i'm now so f.u.c.k.e.d. up cause there not there anymore and if they are they don't do shit and say if i die the won't feel sorry for me and stuff like that..but great poem 5/5
auna

Ok so wait a minute. Your upset cause your friend bailed on you for a party then when she needed you you weren't there and you felt even worse. Well I'm deff. not in a position to judge so I'm going to keep my big fat mouth closed but keep whining if you want! I love human emotions they are so fascinating besides if its helping you I'm all for it!!!! This week... nothing next week... nothing but the week after that I have a concert and I'm going out to movie and a dinner with my best friend who I almost never get to see!!!! I'm uber excited and can't wait plus I have homecoming soon!!! And I got this reallly pretty dresss that I think I look great in!!! Its brown so it compliments my tan body and dark hair and brings out the light brown and green in my eyes plus its not tight so even I can't say I'm fat!!! Plus some guy whistled at me when I was modeling it for my mom! You know one those guy whistles!!! I was uber excited! Normally I would say you should eat but I know what your going through. I dont want to eat much lately! I have ahd one egg in the past two days. :( I have been sick so everything i eat i throw up but... I'm certainly not going to give you advice I cant follow!!! hold on my bro needs math help...I dont know why he comes to me I'm not good at math at all! Its my worst subject... but i am a year ahead of most of my class so I guess Im better at it then I give myself credit for. Ach! I need to lighten up on myself. I'm my toughest critic. I have to be perfect I cant let anybody see me cry I have to ace this quiz I have to be the best! UGH!!! Sometimes I hate it... I'm so much more valuable than that! i dont see why I cant just give myself a break! Ok well I'm off to dance in the rain (even though it'll probably make me even more sick!) Love ya sweets have a good day!