We used to have times
Of fun and laughter
We used to talk
About everything
And everyone
You used to be my brother
I used to be your sister
But no more
I guess you could say
That I am jealous of her
For all you care about now
Is her
No more do we laugh
No more do we talk
Every thought you have
Is of her
I feel like a tag along
In a crowd of friends
Everyone knows everyone
And they know me
And I know them
But for some reason
I just donâ??t seem to fit in
Maybe I should go back
Maybe I should be forgotten
Itâ??s nothing new
For you forgot me
You called her on the phone
And out of boredom you called me
I was yet again the tag along
Yet you hung up
With a good bye and a promise
To call her and me back later
Yet you forgot
You remembered her
Oh yes you remembered her
For every thought that comes out of your mind
Is of her
You called her back
And you talked for a while
Yet you didnâ??t call me back
You forgot about me
I wanted to ask you something
To be there for me
I asked you on a PC
And you said no
You didnâ??t want to be
You didnâ??t want to talk to him
When he called me that eve
He tears me apart
He tears me to shreds
He told me what I wanted to hear
And I believed every bit
He tears me apart
For he broke my heart
I wanted you to be there
So that I knew he couldnâ??t pull me apart
But you said no
You didnâ??t want to
I didnâ??t say anything
I didnâ??t say how much it meant to me
For you to be there
At a time so painful to me
But no
All you could think of was her
And every thought in your head is filled of her
Iâ??m glad that you are happy brother
Truly I am happy for you
I could want nothing better for you
You deserve such love
After such a hard time
You deserve such comfort
After such a pain in your side
You deserve it all
And I donâ??t want to be selfish
But sometimes
I get jealous because I have lost my brother
I looked up to you
And you were always there for me
You would always make me smile
And everything
But nowâ?¦
No more
No more are you my brother
No more are you there for me
No more do we talk
No more do we laugh
We canâ??t do anything together
Just me and you
Because even if sheâ??s not there
Your mind is still on her
And everything I say
Or do
You associate with her
Well I have news for you
Iâ??m not her
Nor am I going to be her!
I am me
I am HL/Izumi
You canâ??t change that
You never could
What hurts me the most
Is that I have lost someone I love
And looked up to
Someone I could always talk to
And someone that was always there for me
I love you both
She is my sister
And you were my brother
But no more
It isnâ??t her fault
But you forgot me
And thatâ??s what hurts the most
To be forgotten
Is to basically not exist
So I do not exist to you
To you I am dead
No more am I your sister
No more am I your friend
Maybe someday
Youâ??ll realize what you have done
I asked you to be there
And you said no
I didnâ??t push you
Because I didnâ??t want to make you unhappy
That is all I ever wanted
Was for you to be happy
But I didnâ??t know
That if you were happy
This would happen
But all is fair in love and war
I guess you deserve your happiness
While I lay in the ditch
Watching you from afar
Youâ??re happy
And thatâ??s what I wanted
I have lost you
But you are happy
That is what matters
So now I lay here
Forgotten and unloved
Forgotten by you
With no more of your older brother love
It doesnâ??t matter anymore
To you I mean
Yes it matters to me
But I donâ??t matter to you
So if I donâ??t matter to you
Then why should anything that matters to me
Matter to you?
Goodbye big brother
I love you with all my heart
But you have forgotten me
And I am not to be remembered
