Kiss Of Death

My life, what is the meaning?
For the countless tears are falling,
Aching heart is drumming,
And for you my soul is calling.

Late at night, I toss, I turn,
And in my mind the darkness grows,
Yet still I try to hold,
All the pain this life, it throws.

Clocks ticking on and on,
And yet they never stop to think,
Wish they would break for a while,
Notice me, I'm on the brink.

Yet still I wait for you to come,
My heart breaking even further,
And though I fear your kiss may kill me,
I don't mind if its me you murder.