Cage in my Head

The smoke stings my senses
the liquor burns my tounge
Drowning imperfection
What I\'m doing is dumb.

Numbing out the problems
forgetting about the past.
But deep inside I know I\'m a lie
Because this high wont last...

The pain is still there
Clawing at my soul.
With no one here to help me
Im stuck inside this hole.

Its dark and lonely here,
but the effort I will not give.
I want someone to help me out
but I do not want to live.

Stuck in my addictions,
afflictions tearing skin
this is only a reflection
of the torment held within

I have this haunting feeling
that makes me believe no one will care
but all I really want
is someone to be there

Terrified to keep living
but fighting to not die
Im stuck in this situation
and all I can do is cry

So silent I will stay
hoping someone comes my way
Im not a live, and not yet dead
In this cage within my head