I wish you didn't choose suicide

For every breath you didnt take
On the morning that you didnt wake
I know you made a huge mistake
To take your life while my heart breaks
I sit inside a room of confusion
Hoping this is just an illusion
For every tear you made me cry
I\'d die a little more inside
I hate the word \'suicide\'
It reminds me of the day you died
I wish you\'d just come back to me
I don\'t know why you chose to leave
You chose suicide over hope
You knew that I would help you cope
But you did it anyway
You chose to take your life away
I wish I could\'ve taken all of your pain
And put it in front of a speeding train
This poem is my goodbye
Why did you coose suicide?
Thats the question I ask myself
I wish you didnt kill yourself