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by Handiarta Leo Jul 21, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
It is frightened I never know what hell looks like I do not care about it but my flesh really care about satisfaction Than my mind told me that hell is unpredictable torment It is an eternal torment So what I must do now Buy some porn movies or stay at home and read bible become Godly man God please help me I am so confuse now I know I am wrong I am a sinner But I cannot run away Bible is what I read everyday Told me about sin Porn is falsehood struggle in my heart My spiritual and my flesh battled inside my heart and even my thought keep thinking to watch porn movie For it bring pleasure Temporary pleasure For the bible say If your eyes causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away This better for you to lose one part of your body Than your whole body thrown into eternal fire; HELL