Wanting

I don't want to fall apart, but you're making me so weak
I don't want to be torn down but you overpower me
I don't want to be taken to pieces but I'm falling apart
I don't want to be affected but you touch my heart
I don't want to cry but you're too cruel to my eyes
I don't want to be unprepared but you came as a suprise
I wish that I was strong but you make me weak in the knees
I wish that I could concentrate but you've distracted me
I wish that I was independant but now I depend on you
I wish I more confident but I'm nothing next to you
I wish I was more awake but I don't want to be woken from this dream
I wish I was true to myself but you keep changing me
I hope this weakness is a good thing, I hope I'm never strong without you
I hope this feeling I feel will last, I hope you feel it too
I hope I can rebuild the life you tore down, I hope you bulid it with me
I hope that you keep touching my heart and are careful with how you make me feel
I hope you see me in a positive light, I hope you always do
I hope you love me, I hope you love me as much as I love you