Red eyed disaster

I used to want you,
need you so bad,
i gave up everything
i had.

left who i was,
forgot my dreams,
my whole world,
just ripped at the seems.

after a while,
it all went wrong.
your heart stopped
singing that
beautiful song.

the yelling started,
like a huge blast,
each word hurt
more and more
then the last.

then the tears came,
faster and faster,
it was all just a
red eyed disaster.