I Finally Can Forgive You

Tell me now won't you?
Just why it was this way
When I was still so young
You took it all away

When I would wake up crying
You would hold me near
I guess you really were trying
But either way you're still not here

Many nights I'd dream of you
Reaching out to me
But when morning came our time was through
And no longer could we be

Many times I've asked you
How you could just let go
Deep down, the truth I knew
But it was far too big of a blow

I've always prayed to the Lord
That He'd let you come and see
Just how far I've come in this world
And find out if you're proud of me

Last night was my last night crying
The anger is now through
I can talk about your death freely
Because I finally let myself forgive you.