Hhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmm...

I take a deep breath........

i liked this person before.....
he knows and i hope
he doesnt remember....

it\'s been a year
and i have my boyfriend already..
the one that i truly love.....
but this person i liked
i once loved too......

so funny
cos it still feels that i was cheated
by him.....
he let me be without telling
he has an ugly girlfriend for a almost a year..

that i cant accept.....
as people say im hot.....
he refused to be with me.....
it sucks a lot....

obviously he liked me...
but wat\'s he\'s problem about
me...
that i dont know....
a girl like me would never understand.....

im a friend of her sister.....
and almost the sister she ever hoped for.....
the best help that her mother
could have in the kitchen.....
the daughter that her mother
wishes to have....
a beautiful girl in his father\'s eyes...the girl nextdoor

what\'s wrong with me then...
im rich,pretty, and the sweetest
person he could get with...
he never told me why and left.......
i was willing to love him
not intimidate him.........

we dated while her gf is not there....
but i never would want to hurt his gf...
so foudnd someone else to do the pain to her gf.....
so bad that\'s not me
just a nother hottie who\'s willing
to be with him...

but now what\'s to say....
i got my boo and he lost his
shorty..........he was caught cheating.....
lucky me..........
still beautiful and sweet but not
his lover anymore........

the best thing that ever happend
is that i got my bf.....and the lozer that i liked....his family loves me
still...and that was the true thing i ever had in this journey......
their son,her brother was just faking it with me....