I watched your life flash before my eyes,
Seeing it go by wa so wrong.
I saw you withering away,
A little more each day.
I tried to stop it,
But there was nothing I could do.
You kept up your gaurd,
Even when you were alone.
I thought I was making a difference,
Until you brought back up your wall.
You closed everyone out,
Even yourself.
I saw the cuts,
Always mentioned it.
but you seemed to always change subjects,
All I wanted to do,
Was help you through.
but my touch for happiness,
Turned into a shove to death.
I stand before your casket,
Wishing I was with you when you died.
You promised I'd be with you,
but I didn't make it in time.
Your body on the floor,
Is a bad horror burned into my mind.
I blame myself.
Though I promised I wouldn't.
Time for my last goodbye,
"I'm sorry I wasn't with you. I'm sorry I didn't make the difference you needed, but I love you forever and always, goodbye."
