Dark Angel

I am only me.
i dont see
y u want me to change
in that there is nothing to gain.
no one understands my pain
no one understands my misery.
i put on a happy face
so that just in case
someone can really see
what im going through.
always unhappy.
always yelling.
always rebelling.
always just trying
to get by each day.
nothing ever helps.
im sorry for the way i act.
im sorry for what i say.
i just dont know how to be nice
when everyone is so mean.
life isnt fair,
i can tell u that.
this is why i cut,
because no one cares.
everyone would be better
off without me
in this cruel world.
i just wish that i could be happy
for at least a little while.
what have i done so wrong?
sure i can be mean and rude
but thats just because
im tired of being little
miss perfect angel.
always getting picked on
never staying up till dawn,
now come on.
whats life with out a little fun?
this is y ive stopped being so nice
and i yell quite often,
because no one ever is there to just listen.
now im my own self.
im some what who i want to be
im just me.
im a dark angel
im not so perfect
and never will be.