You cause me so much pain.
Everyone thinks its your fault.
It really has nothing to do with you.
It's all me.
I HATE myself.
I don't know what I was ever thinking.
Why would someone like you ever like me?
I am stupid.
And still am.
I still want to love you.
I still want to feel you.
And I still want to pretend you care.
I know this can no longer go on.
No more using me.
No more talking to me.
No more even seeing me.
You started it all.
Now I am ending it.
