Painful.

I look at myself,
I look at others,
I felt that I'm such a useless rubbish,
That no one cares.
Bleed...Yes just bleed,
Just let me die,
Or Fade away.
I don't want to live in this horrible world anymore,
I have no way to run,
So, please don't stop me from fading away.

I can't control myself,
To have this kind of thinking,
Because people are so evil to me,
People, why must you treat me like that?!
So, please don't stop me and let me fade away.

The blood is coming out,
Through my wrist,
I have to way to stop it.
I can\\\'t do anything.
But i knew that no one will help me.
I know I\\\'ll fade away lonely,
So please don\\\'t block me and just let me die!!!