Final Show

I thought we were going to make it through all the pain we endured. How was I to know it was all a show. You never cared, I was the only one that wanted to be here and now I am alone because your show has come to an end...

When we are together, no one else mattered, you say the sweetest things and sweep me off my feet. When someone shows your mask comes on and I am thrown to the curb. Can't let anyone else know you love me too...

It breaks my heart when you do all of this, why can't we just be together. No more masquerades, just you and I loving each other for who we are...but that's only a dream, and my heart is only an object that you throw away everyday...

I've always been in love with you, nothing will make that change, but something about me is making you flee. Do I love you too much, or maybe not enough? What am I doing please tell me, so I can fix all of this and make you want me...

I can't live without you. I've tried and my heart just keeps breaking more and more everyday. I hide behind a smile but most of them can tell that I don't want to breath anymore...I just can't stand not having you here and my only friend is this blade. It wants to help ease my pain...Here we go...I see the blood but I am so numb...this show is now over...I'll take my final bow and collapse to the floor...good-night to you all...