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Sitting in silence
all on my own
no one to talk to
nobody home

Thoughts flash by
of love, confusion, and hate
blade calling out to me
wanting to seel my fate

My brown eyes now red
from all the cold tears
you lied about all you said
lied to me all these years

Sadness overwhelms me
as thought of you flood in
I picture your gorgeous face
as the thoughts just keep coming

I slowly cock the gun
prayers run from my lips
I close my eyes, pull the trigger
now watch my life slip