So here i sit doing nothing
but looking around. i cant
help but think that I'm a
pitiful cry out.
listing to music that does
nothing but bring me down
sitting in my room things go down.
i cut so deep i totally pasted out
i woke up hurting and he was
standing there with nothing
but a shout. he looked at my
wrist and saw the blood that had
dried and then looked at me as i started to whip my eyes. i screamed out loud
" I'm sorry i let you down.. ooh please forgive me i needed you but you weren't around.."
he just keep on standing there looking at me in disbelief
he told i let him down and i
need to get help.
i cant believe i did that hes
the only one that cares..
and now I'm alone with
nothing but these tears
my mom wont look at me
my dads not ever here
I'm all alone now
with nothing but fear.
i cant tell my friends cuz
then they will all get mad
i know its a bad habit
but its the only thing that
can cure me. cure me from
this pain cure me from this
stupid life
cure me from what i know is
wrong and what i cant do right.
i just wish things would of went different that day but i cant take
it back and things aren't gonna change.
he finally talked to me after all that went on, he told me he loves me and that i cant keep doing
this.
we sat there for hours as he
kept bring tears to my eyes he took my hand and said "baby please don't cry.
I'm here for you, you just
need to stop i want
you to give me your razor to
hold on to. I'm gonna help you
out and I'm gonna help you quit you need to find something else
to do.
i love him more then anything
hes means the world to me
i cant live without him, and when hes gone I'm always weak.
so thank you Tyler i love you
so much, you've helped me through so much and I'm dedicating this to you.
i love the way you always
make me smile and how your always here for me, baby your
the best and i want to share
with you. share the trust and
share the love your so amazing and your a good thug lol. thank you for everything I'll never
forget you but i don't know how much longer it will last I'm
slipping under the glass.
I'm sofa-king pitiful i don't
think you have a clue its not
fair for you to have to deal with.
but I'm gonna try to just let go
and I'm gonna remember your words and thank the lord for
your the best thing I've ever had.
thanks so much for everything
I'm going to go.. if anything happens to me i just
wanted you to know...
i love you and i will never
forget who you are. don't let me stop you keep living your dream
I'll see you in another life, a life better for me.don't ever change.
