by Christina Jul 23, 2006
category :
Sadness, depression /
lost relationships
You keep hurting me but I'm still here, I'll never let you see a single tear. You don't seem to realize all the heart ache you put me through. Its getting so hard to believe you when you say you love me too. I just want us to be in love the way we used to be, when there was nothing else but you and me. I just want to stop crying because inside my heart is dying. Every night I feel this pain, I swear all me tears that I've shed for you creates this rain. I just want this to end, can I please still be your friend. I'm sick of this silence between us I can't even talk to you anymore, I'm to busy picking pieces of my heart off the floor. Trying to figure out how I'm going to tell you that I can't be with you. I don't know if you'll believe me or not I don't know what you will do. I don't want to hurt you like you keep hurting me. All the signs point to breaking up so can't you see that we just aren't meant to be. I love you so so much, but I get a bad feeling every time we touch. It feels cold and not caring, but I'll be the one thats gonna hurt you and for keeping my feelings inside instead of sharing. I'm sorry I'm just not the one for you, and I know you'll make it through.I just need to be alone,to stay away from the constant ringing of my phone. Can't we just agree that its time to break apart, and save me whats left of my heart. I don't mean to be selfish but I know you know that things are coming to an end, but can I still be your friend? |