These are all my terrible heartbreak poems that i wrote. They all say the same thing and their all pathetic.
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i hope you all get a nice chuckle.
all written between JULY-NOVEMBER 2006
Life isn't a song:
You said you loved me
you claimed you cared
i really loved you
this pain i can't bare
especially the fact I'll never
hug you, kiss you, hold your hand
god i miss you
i heard our band
now you've gone and found another
you lied to me you F**king mother
you were the best i ever had
it really truly is that bad
can you show you cared?
maybe cry a little?
die or lie just a little?
no loves not a love song
not even close
Man i need some of you,
just little dose
I'm addicted to you
you were my everything
i need you now
just a little something
but you dumped me out,
like yesterdays news
or worn out shoes
i feel so used
so all i do is sit and cry
hoping maybe its not goodbye
torturing myself with thoughts of you
maybe again you'll love me too
Razor love:
This intense pain
is deeply felt
like razor cuts
that swoll and welt
you were my world
my everything
my world is gone
the devil sings
you made me cry
you made me weep
and want to die
our love was deep.
you replaced me so fast
that my head spun
i thought it would last
I'm under the gun
goodbye to you
goodbye for good
I'm moving on
i wish i could
but everything i hear
i think of you
in drips of water &
taps of shoes
everywhere i look
i see your face
on magazine covers
& my moms vase
i cont forget you
its ruining my life
i cant do this anymore
I'm turning to the knife
If i could hate you...
If i could hate you
i gladly would
if i should again date you
i think i could
i know its wrong
to feel the way i do
but i cant unloved you
what i say is true
what we had was perfect for us
i miss you too much
i need your true touch
I'm trying to get stronger everyday
without you i fear thats a delay
each day without you
i keep growing waking
i need you to live
with you hear I'm meeker
the things you did
the things you said
it really hurt
it screwed with my head
if i could hate you
i know i should
if i could date you
I wanna hate you
I tried so hard
i tried to hate you
i thought i could
now that i don't date you.
but it just doesn't work
my feelings wont go away
i try to make them
but they continue to stay.
i wanna be OK
seeing you never
but thats not the case
i wanna be with you forever
i still love everything about you
I'm still in love with what we had
i really want you back.
i hope you wont be mad.
where did we go wrong?
what happened to us?
i thought we were so perfect
the day i got left in the dust.
Advantage
You take advantage of me
treat me the way you do
for the simple fact
i would never leave you
you know its true
you love me you leave me and dare to come back
your only hear now
because your other friends lack
you come into my life
and i was the one hurt
then while fighting through your strife
you came to me for comfort.
you know it and use it to your advantage
the fact that I'll always be here
I'll wait for you forever
day after month after year
sometimes i dream that you may again want me
and you know i pray its true.
i know its just my mind taunting
oh, if you only knew...
Exes and No's
I've never loved anyone
the way that i loved you
i wanted it to work
so much you have no clue
do you know how it feels
for you to find someone new?
to be left out in the cold?
being forced to make-do?
it hurts me bad
now I'm sad
cause you say thats what we had.
but its all over now
you threw it away, but how?
i want you to want me
i need you to need me
i want you to call me, think me, and breath me.
but you don't.
anymore &
me you wont
still adore.
its all her now
your flavor of the week.
i want you somehow
just a kiss on the cheek
goodbye to you
I'm going longer
without your love
I'm getting stronger
its not reality to me
that we're not together
i couldn't picture my life any other way
without you and me forever.
i want you.
i fake that i don't
i fake I'm happy
stop faking? i wont.
