Lost in confussion

I\'m lost in confusion
my head is spinning around
trying to hide away from you
i didnt make a sound
I\'m fearing from you
and i have the right to be
if u were in my position
i bet you would agree
its sad when you think of it
how messed in the head you are
and once i got to close to you
i wish we were too far
I\'m trying to find out why i loved you
and maybe why i still do
i cant find why i feel this way
after everything you put me through
you told me that you loved me
i said i loved you too
but did u really mean this
or did you just want a screw
well i hope your happy now
you got it
you played me hard
and you didn\'t care a bit.