This is so good and reminds me of HIM.

Been there, it's not pretty is it? I lost my grandma when I was 9 and she was my best friend. I loved her mor than my mum. But the day she died I stopped being a 9 year old girl, and most of me died. It's taken me so long to get where I am today. I loved your poem, it shows how isolated and trapped and scared someone can feel after they lose someone.