My sister aka Brittany bridge

Id rather die than have to live another day without you.
When Im thinking about you Im happy.
When Im not thinking about you Im depressed.
When I see butterflies I feel your presence.
When I see the sunlight I feel your warmth.
When I see a rainbow I think of how pretty you are.
When I drive I sit and think of all the times
you would be in the car with me.
When I see a flower I remember all the times
you were all happy and would cheer me up
when I was down.
Now your gone and all I have left are the memories
Why god did you let her leave me?
She was all I had and now I have nothing.
Was I really that awful that the only
reason I had to live is now gone?
Well I guess the only thing I can do now is
wonder when it will be my time.