Fed Up

Can't escape the heartache ..
Lost in my mixed up thoughts
Now it is my mission
To connect life's scrambled dots

Confused , Lost , Out of luck
Nowhere to turn , nowhere to hide
Between decisions now I'm stuck ..
A strangers shadow by my side

Can't recognize myself no more ..
Not the girl I used to be
Things that were so damn clear
Are now so very hard to see

Blinded by the sights - deafened by the hate
False attitude .. not pure - lost a sense of fate

Running from reality , fed up with all the lies
Dont want to have to wonder when i'll be taken by surprise

Sick of it , so much on my plate
So much love and so much hate