Awake

I dont understand how this flame could start
But deep inside something is burning me apart

Tearing my faith , leaving nothing but tears
Making my dreams .. nothing but fears

Im lost .. with nowhere to run or hide
Wherever I am , feels like someones by my side

Feels like I cant control my own thoughts
Heartbroken , stomach in knots

Im trapped with nowhere to go
In the darkness I can see something glow

Running from everything .. life and all
Under my feet I can see destiny crawl

Life will never go my way
Night will never be day
Dark will never be light
Blind will never be sight

Giving up , cant take it anymore
Scurrying , rushing out the door

Wonder whats happened , whats gone wrong
Cant be weak , I must be strong

Shut my eyes as tight as can be
Darkness is all I can see
Believe in myself , this pain is fake
In a heartbeat , I awake