How would you know?
Why would you care?
Yeah... right...
Like you'd believe me.
Like you'd actually be aware.
Yeah... right...
You're too busy and excited.
I'm sad, but I'll hide it.
I cried in front of you, but you didn't care.
It.s like you have no sympathy.
If it exists it's never there
I try to be happy, but the sadness keeps growing
It's hard to swallow the lump in my throat.
I try to say something but barely manage a croak.
I'm tired of crying in the middle of the night
I'm tired of trying to smother the sounds by shutting my mouth tight.
I'm tired of whispering the screams that tear through my throat.
I feel blood seeping where my nails dig in but I barely take note.
I'll try to forget of that one dreadful day.
The day where my innocence was taken away.
I'll try to forget about it, but I don't know if I can.
I'm not sure if I can forget the image of that evil man.
I'll try to be happy, just for you.
Because I know somewhere inside, you love me too.
