I wish I could stop hating you...

I wish I could stop hating you
Stop caring when you lie
I wish I could stop loving you
Stop wiping your tears when you cry
I wish I could just go away
Like I never saw your eyes
I wish you would just disappear
That your time up was neigh
I hate that I feel this way
But I cant imagine it subsiding
I really wish I would stop imagining you
Dying