Why Can't I?

Why can't I just hate you
Like I know I should?
Because hate is such a strong word
And I know I never could

Why can't I just forget you
And every word you said?
Because once it all meant something
And my thoughts are never dead

Why can't I just get over the fact
That we could never be?
Because "never" is an option
And it's slowly killing me

Why can't I just be
Exactly what you need?
Because I'm stuck in neutral
Waiting for you to take the lead