I know its my fault

by Georgia   Jul 24, 2006


I let you slip and now your gone
I was not fast enough I fumbled
I was so close but still so far
it's why you are lying where you are
The doctors say she shouldn't still be here
And side ways glances and turning heads
Yes i know I'm the one that should be nearly dead
I sit by you day and night
Wondering couldn't it have been my life?
On the second day you began to stir
Thank the heavens shes alright
I would have never forgiven myself for that night
Thank you sis for being OK
Even though i need the help today
I never forgave my self for nearly taking your life
So that why I've turned to the knife

*this actually happened when i was responsible for my sister falling down three flights of stairs no one understands how she survived but she did thank god..comment /vote if you think its any good*

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  • 18 years ago

    by Krzysztof J

    I cant belive you said, "if you think its any good" girl its your feeligns how the writing looks makes no difference, i regard every poem that i feel emotion in as a work of art! espacially one like this :) 5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by Just Me

    Sad. Dont blame yourself bad things happen. I think you need to give yourself a break with your friend. So does she. You needed the break. I think personally she needs to remember she hurt you and that even though you weren't there right away your here now. Friends forgive friends when they mess up. Keep whining if you want!!! Yeah I guess I look good... I'm showing it to my friend/crush tonight and im hoping it'll encourage him to ask me to homecoming! The dude is kind of slow! I doubt your fat. Its your annorexia.... or belemia... the chemicals in your brain make you see yourself as fat even if your only 90 lbs. its like your eyes become one of those fun house mirrors. You can't see yourself as anything but ugly. I know... I had to beat anorexia. I still am fighting it... every morning though, I have to tell myself that I am not fat and I have to find one thing good about me. I look into the mirror and find one thing. At first it was really hard now its getting easier. You might not be at this stage yet.... I dont know where you are in your battle. I just know you need to eat.... everyone needs to eat.... even the people who are 600 lbs. Eating is a nessecity! I didnt get more sick but it didnt help me either... oh well... it doesnt rain enough for me to pass up an oppertunity to dance in the rain and sing a song! Have a smashing week!!!

  • 18 years ago

    by ShatteredGirl

    Really good, i liked it 5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by Tormented

    Great poem!. You expressed your feelings well in that one poem!
    i gave it a 5.
    Take Care!