I realized yestersay, that i love you

As i sit laying in my bed
thinking about you
a tear rolls down my face
i cant believe i let you go
you gave my everything
you made me so happy
the happiest i have ever been
i don't think i was thinking
i don't see how
i let us fall apart
i wish i could go back
to that very moment
when those 7 words came
out of my mouth
"i think we should see other people"
maybe i was confused
maybe i was scared
scared to love you
because i don't want to get hurt
but as i write this i realize
i do love you
and the only thing that hurt me was
letting you go
i was so scared
you would hurt me
but all i did
was hurt myself
i just want you back
and hope that by talking
you will understand
that i love you
and i need to be with you