Split~Personality

( i was really tweeked out when i wrote this so it might not make perfect sense but i like it. my mother has a personality disorder and the docters say i do too...what do they noe.Please comment.)

Somewhere deep inside,
Behind my hypnotic eyes,
There lies something else.
Something cold and hard as stone.
That knows the painful truth.
my longing..all alone.
It\'s like theres 2 people
living in just one shell.
Inside me there exists,
Both a heaven and a hell.
One that never would...and the other that always does.
2 seperate entities
Existing with just one shell.
Grasping at all they can,
To fill this gaping hole.
1 sad existence....
With 2 indivitual minds.
One that never seeks....
And the other that always finds.