Forever and Always

Life is ever lasting,
Love is pure and true.
I'll love you for always,
I just can't be with you.

I thought of you every day,
And at night when the stars were out.
I wish things could have worked,
Cause love is what life's all about.

I was happy when we were together,
But apart was like death alone.
Especially when we didn't communicate,
And I didn't hear your voice on the phone.

I know you have a job,
And I was so happy for you.
But there are other hours in the day,
Besides in the morning at two.

What would have happened when school started?
When we both needed our sleep.
Would you have stopped calling me?
Cause those hours we couldn't keep.

We believed in different things,
But people say opposites attract.
I'd do whatever you wanted to do,
I'd act however you wanted me to act.

I'd wait for you forever,
And love you till the end.
But I didn\'t feel important,
Just like a benefit friend.

It seems like when I saw you,
I'd be your little who.re.
Then I wouldn't hear from you,
Like visiting you is when you needed more.

I know I did the same,
But how could I resist.
When it almost became a habit,
Since the first time we kissed.

I wanted to be that exciting person,
That you said you are.
But I like doing relaxed things,
Not drinking at a party's bar.

I wanted to meet your friends,
I know you have more than two.
Did they even know we were dating?
Did they know I loved you?

We should have gone out,
I'm sure you can plan a date.
I'm not your first girlfriend,
Unless those can relate..?

I was always worried,
Like I did something wrong.
I thought you would leave me,
Like I didn't belong.

That's why I didn't talk about it,
Cause our relationship, we always got rid.
And I didn't want to lose you,
But in the end, I did.

I almost feel kind of stupid,
Cause da.mnit I'm only a 15 year old who.
But I couldn't picture myself,
Loving and touching anyone but you.

I still care about you,
So much more then you know.
That's why I don't want our friendship,
To be lost and let go.

Please forgive me,
There's not much I can do.
You're something I want but can't have.
But forever and always, I'll love you.