Sorry

"why did you do it?" , everyone asks
"why was i so selfish, did you think of me , your children those who love ?"

the answer is ,i never planned it,i just did it , i opened the bottle and they all slid down my throat , never did one stick on back.

i
said call 911 then walked away.

i
don't know why , i know i was sad
but it was not for "you" if that is what you think.

to all who must know , it was not my turn and God sent me back, and i am truly,very sorry.

....and that will never be enough.