Only in a Dream

What have I done to fill your eyes with all that pain? Did I not say I love you enough, was I not there for you when you needed me the most? I thought we would make it, I thought we would prove to them that we were real, but all we did was prove me wrong...

You gently touched my face as you ripped my heart out of my chest. You laid the sweetest of kisses upon my lips as my heart took it's final beat...you walked away from me that day and I have never been the same...

I can't seem to let you go, I can't seem to find a replacement for you. I look at people and only see that they're not you. They're not what I need. I need your smile and your eyes. I need your dimples that drive me crazy, baby please come back to me...

You're always on my mind. I can barely sleep without you by my side. All I do is toss and turn constantly hoping you'll appear and wrap your arms around me. Tell me not to fear...but only in my dreams do I feel you hold me close and hear I love you...

What do I have to do to make you see that my love for you is true? I know I should just forget and let you go, but I can't let go of the only love I've ever felt...

I walk under the stars and wish upon them all for you to show and put my heart back into my chest, mended and whole...but like everything else...it's only in my dreams where you give me what I need...