What i have makes me sick

What I HAVE IT MAKES ME SICK
I CANNOT CONTROL MY BODY
SO I JUST MIGHT KICK
THEY HAVE NO WAY TO STOP THIS

THEY SAY IT ONLY HELPS MORE
IF I'M VERY ACTIVE
THIS PAIN I CANT IGNORE
WITH ALL THESE MOOD SWINGS

I CANT REALLY LEARN THINGS WELL
OR REMEMBER A FACT
I GO THROUGH HELL
AND I WANT TO COME BACK

I AM SO DEPRESSED
AND MY BRAIN CELLS
ARE WHACKED
THEY CALL THEM NEURONS

YOU MIGHT NOT GET
WHAT I HAVE
BUT WHAT I HAVE FELT
IS SO MUCH PAIN