Oh God please save me from this never ending pain
that we call "love"
i just can't take it anymore
he says he loves me
he says he cares
but he was never really there
he was never there to help me
he was never there to hold me and calm all my fears
but now he expects me
to be his one and only
why should i be his again
when the only thing he did for me
was leave me broken and alone?
i just wanna feel happy again...
is that too much to ask?
and to throw away the lies that i hide behind this mask
even though he hurt me so bad,
i still love him so much
i can't get him out of my head...
i think im going insane!
suicide has crossed my mind,
but reality won't let me go...
i don't know what to do!
i need someone to help me
i need someone to care
i need someone who will always be there...
