Why can't i tell him what i truly feel inside?
why do i lie to him and tell him that I'm happy...
when all i do is cry?
When he asks me what's wrong, why do i say nothing...
but when he turns around and walks away, i whisper everything?
why does he say that he loves me more than words can say...
but then goes and cheats on me anyway?
why can't he just trust me and believe everything i say?
why can't i tell him what is wrong...
instead of lying to him and myself every single day?
most of all, if he loves me so much,
then why can't he realize that with every single touch,
he's breaking my heart and everything inside?
why do i hide everything i hide?
