What do i do now

I always keep asking myself
is it worth fighting for your love then hurting my health
i cant control my love for you
if u want to help me then tell me what should i do
knowing your not mine thinking i cant have u
Wat do u think of me
do i waste my time
ditching class just to be by your side
if there would be a such thing as love road then i cant ride
i love u without you loving me
I'm telling myself how can this be
how did i fall for you
tell me Wat am i suppose to do
i know i have u in my heart
but all ur doing is tearing it apart