I think I'm losing my mind. the light has me blind I'm not frightful anymore but how much pain can i endure for the one i loved is gone and all is doomed and done. I feel like there's nothing out there for me its time i ask for help I cant just bottle it up but i don't want to act like evreythings OK. I want to say the truth i want to let it out, out of my mind i don't want to be blind i want to see the light i want to uncover my layer of niceness and let out the pain i want to scream and say my awful dreams i want to cry i want to say that i wish i could die. i want to let it all out i want it to pour out of my soul
