Your Not Here

It's hard to think right now when all I hear is your voice

The sound seems to drown out all the screaming, painful noise

I guess its kind of of hard to breathe right now when your not here

All I really want is for us to be standing where we were in each others arms, right there

I never really wanted to say goodbye

But I guess these things happen but then why so much do I cry?

Feeling lost and finding nothing

Left here in darkness my heart tearing while I'm singing

I never wanted to give my whole self up to you

But I ended falling harder than expected for you

Now blinded by tears of f_cking sorrow

Since you left I don't think I could see another tomorrow

Every night it hurts worse lying here

I'm brought down into so many hurtful tears

They just won't stop, just won't go away

It just seems to worsen, the pain

In ever single one of my dreams I see you

Standing there, I'm running into your arms crying too

The dreams are still killing me more and more

Wishing so bad they'd come true, now the blood's hitting the floor

I try to rip away this pain coursing through me

The blood falls like the tears falling like me

I thought I would never have to feel this pain because you'd be there

But you tore me apart with those words later wanting me back, now look at me here!