Lost Love...

I never knew how bad this could feel,
I thought for once I actually had something...

But I was wrong...
And this feeling is tearing me apart,
I really wished you liked me...
I really wished you cared...

Why doesn't anyone ever like me?
Is it because I'm ugly?
Is it because they think I'm fat?
Stupid...Or Young?

What's wrong with me?
Can somebody please tell me please..
Why do people like hate me?

Why can't I be free...
Free to be loved...
Or be cared for...

I sit here crying my eyes outs...
Not knowing what to do..
I need to get away...

I need to go somewhere...
Somewhere where I can start fresh...
Be new..

And be able to forget everything else...
Again I just need to get away...
Away from this unkind torteourous place...