Diary,
I miss the way things used to be.
When we laughed and played and he smiled at me.
I miss his jokes and funny grin.
i longed for him to be my sweetest sin.
I wish i was once more his best friend,
Too bad all good things come to an end.
But Diary,
why does this happen to me over and over??
He was my good luck my 4 leaf clover.
with him nothing could ever be better.
I thought we\'d always be close forever and ever.
My heart used to be full of smiles and bliss,
As i secretly longed for one first kiss.
He was my crutch and comforting shoulder,
I wish i\'d told him and been a little bolder,
You are where i find happiness and my carefree spirit,
You are where i find my love song i wish you could hear it.
YOu are where my heaven meets the earth,
I must\'ve loved you from my day of birth.
YOu are my pure inspiration to go on...
the painted colors at early dawn.
You are the softest lullabye to be heard..
the boy who soared just like a bird.
You are the bright sparkle in my eyes..
that grows dimmer as i uncover my own lies.
You have to understand that i thought you felt the same,
But you dont because i was the only player in this game.
You see, i could never make you love me more than a best friend,
Thats why i watch as the good thing comes to its final end...
To Nick-my best bud you\'ll always have a place in my heart
