Early Warning Signs

I write and write,
about early warning signs.
There are so many to write,
too many signs of all kinds.

I pick them carefully,
write them all.
My hands are sweating,
my pen to fall.

What are early signs,
what would they be?
My illness has to many,
it's all about me.

My behavior is changing,
my priorities no more.
My moods are different,
my feelings at war.

My attitude is fading,
I sleep too much.
Gettin too attached-
too people and such.

I'm out of control,
living in a daze.
Feelings of overwhelming,
like running in a maze.

I did not live-
this life to be.
I will get better,
just watch and see.