My destiny

I'm sitting here thinking will i live the next day. Will i live the next week? theres is not knowing either way. Only God will know when i will die and have nothing else to say. I fear of being and dieing alone some day.

I have never been cared for, i have never been kissed. A few times i thought i was in love but naw i was just dissed. For once i wanna have someone to love me thats what i wish. To love me and hold me and to be missed,

The first girl i gave a try, nope she used me. The second, samething, she didnt seem right to me. The third times charm but nope not for me. Why is it so hard to find my destiny.

As i was about to give up, my fourth chance came. She was nice, she was sweet and she wasn't lame. She was so funny and cute, my attention was on her like if she had fame. I knew she would be the one and i knew i wouldn't feel ashame.

As time went by she was still mine. She loved and cared for me and oh she was so kind. She is beautiful and cute and did i mention shes fine. Tu simpre vas estar en mi corazon and you will never leave my mind.

I would cry and hurt if she would ever leave my side. Ill be alone thinking, wondering and asking why. my true love, my destiny is no longer by my side. I love you come back to me, I need you as my wife.

What happen? what did i do? did i accidentally hurt you? I'm sorry please forgive me but i still just have no clue. I'm confused and thinking what I'm i gonna do. my mind is going crazy, i just really miss you.

So now i sit here waiting being patient till your ready. Cause honestly theres no one else out there who's truly right for me. I'm going crazy not being with you but i gotta keep it steady. I love you, I need you, my true love, my destiny

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