Alone with my thoughts

Sitting alone in this dark room
waiting for my world to go boom
my tears keep on soaking through
i don't know anymore if i have you

I wish we had never come here
we should have picked another career
I'm tired of this nagging feeling
that you find her so d$** appealing

Everytime she comes near
I just want to disappear
cuz you act like I'm not there
and that just adds to my despair.

~hope u guys like it. thought i'd try a new rhyming scheme.~