You had my Heart right in Your Hands,
And I'm starting to Wonder
If You really wanted to let it Go.
Thinking on what has Happened,
On how You Acted.
I don't know what to Think Anymore.
With All that was Said and Done
I'm not sure if I could guess how You Truely Feel about me now.
One Minute it Seemed as if You Hated me,
The next it was as if Your Feelings had Changed entirely.
I know better than to just assume how You Feel now,
You are, After All, the One that Tore me Apart,
And You still are,
But in Different ways,
Different Reasons.
The way You've begun to look at me...
Something in your eyes,
Something in Your Countenance,
Has Whispered to me the Pain You're Feeling now,
Telling of Secrets left Unsaid,
Of the Disappointment You have in me.
I know what those Disappointments are
And I'm trying to Change them.
But the Pain Laid so Evident on Your Face,
Makes me wonder if You can See it in me,
If You can See the Guilt,
The Heart Break,
The Pain I Still Feel.
Seeing You in all this Pain,
This Pain I have Given to You,
Hurts more than what You've done to me.
Seeing that I have caused You such Misery
Stains my Heart with a Streak of Sorrow
More Malevolent than I have ever Felt Before.
