So Many

So many sheets of paper
I've wasted on your name
You said that we'd be friends
But it will never be the same

So many wasted hours
That you've spent in my head
First thoughts when I wake up
Last when I go to bed

So many wasted words
Every time we've spoken
Awkward silence now and then
Our conversations now broken

So many wasted regrets
I long to feel your touch
Every minute was worth it all
I miss you so damn much!!!